Perfect In Love

The thing is, girls expect too much from guys, and then hate it when guys expect too much from them. 

If a guy writes something like that, I think it would go like, 'The perfect girlfriend has a VS Angel's body. She wouldn't get jealous when I talk to my other girl friends, and give me space. She wouldn't call every second of everyday to check what I'm doing or where I am. She'll let me hang out with my friends. She'll fulfill my sexual fantasies, and cooks good food. She'll take care of me, but most of all, accepts me for who I am."

Or not. I don't really know as I am not a guy, so I have no idea what goes on inside their heads. Nonetheless, maybe they also want someone to do all those stuffs for them (the things girls want them to do). 

Girls, truth is, this is real life and not a lot of guys will be all of that at the same time. Unless, you're perfect, too, don't expect them to be. How would you feel if a guy asks you to stop being moody and emotional? Or stops you from doing something you love, or changing a hobby? I mean, that is part of who you are. We all just want to be accepted for us, no expectations or changes or anything. And how would you feel if inspite of giving all the love you can, your partner just keeps on wanting more from you? It'll make you feel like you're never enough; and no one wants to feel like that. 

Love is a give and take relationship. We have to compromise, but that doesn't mean you can change your partner into someone you want them to be. You're supposed to make them feel like they want to be better without pressure; and I think the only way to do that is love them for who they are and helping each other out. Appreciate all the little things they do for you because, honestly, I wouldn't scream 'I love you' down the halls or fight with your friends that I love you more. Not everyone needs to know how deeply I feel for you, okay? They don't need to know how inlove we are. I don't think we need to make them jealous. As long as we're happy and have our own special connection which is nobody's business, I think we'll make through.

What if?

What if our galaxy is just a part of a giant's sense organ and the earth is just one tiny tumor? And what if the space we call universe is a giant's brain? And then, there are a lot of giants out there too? 

SAT pressure

So, I just watched 'The Perfect Score' because I thought it might make me feel better and inspire me or something, but turns out no... just no. In fact, I might have to disagree.

Basically, the movie was about 6 people who wanted to pass the SAT, but do not have the brains for it. Well, some had the IQ but you know, nobody's perfect and everyone has got a war going on inside himself and we all have our own stories, so it's sort of hard to judge them. Anyway, they collaborated to steal the answers to the SAT, and as cliche as this may sound, it was a mission accomplished. They didn't really steal because some problems came up so they just helped each other and answered all the questions. In the end, nobody used it because 4 was smart enough, the other one played basketball for the school, and the other went to theater or something.

Okay, actually, there was just this one line that I would like to rant about. This sentence the other guy said who had himself caught so the other girl won't be but was soon bailed out by the girl anyway, and he said, 'After spending the night in jail, I've seen the worst person I could be if I didn't pass the SAT or something like that. I can't clearly remember.

I'm not exactly taking the SAT soon but something close, and that line doesn't really help. I mean, fine, maybe standardized tests cannot really 'define' who you are but whether you like it or not, it can define your future. I don't know but does anyone actually don't care about those kind of tests? I just... I can't imagine myself working at McDonald's for the rest of my life, nor in a call center agency, and being in jail is not even an option. I want to go to college and have a stable career after; and we all know that if you don't pass these exams, none of that is going to happen.

I tend to know all the greatest people in history dropped out of school like Albert Einstein, but I am not Albert Einstein. We are not Albert Einstein. I have never even wondered, not once in my life, why we aren't floating, or how anything works or what it's made of. So, I doubt I have a future of discovering why we are alive.

Plus, it's not just about us and our dreams. It's about all the people who believes in us, too. I don't want my life to revolve around standardized tests but don't you feel like sometimes, it's the only way to get to where you want to be?